“RABBI’S MUSINGS (&
AMUSINGS)”
Erev Shabbos Kodesh
Parshas Vayikra-Zachor
7 Adar II 5779/March 15,
2019
Fall back and spring forward, or is it fall forward and
spring back? Or is it fall into a spring and spring out of your fall?
Whatever it is, as of this week we are back on daylight
savings time. For most of the world, the night we spring forward is a difficult
one, as everyone grumbles about the tragic loss of an hour of sleep. This contrasts
with the night at the beginning of autumn when we return to standard time which
is a virtual holiday, celebrating an extra hour of sleep.
But for those of us blessed with young children, our
experience is quite different. On the morning after we fall backwards, it seems
that no one informs our blessed cherubs about the time change, and they are
awake an hour early, ready to conquer the day, our pleas for just a few more
minutes notwithstanding. When we sprung forward this week on the other hand, we
also didn’t tell them and thereby gained ourselves an extra hour before they
began jumping up and down in their cribs for liberation.
On Monday after the time change, throughout the day I felt
more tired than usual. While I woke up the same time as I always do, my body
felt it had been deprived of an hour of sleep. I tried to explain the whole
concept to my body, but it wasn’t getting it. It’s a little dumb in that way.
When we think of who we are and what defines us we often think of our physical bodies. Ask someone who he is, and he will generally point towards his heart. But is that really who we are? Is our body what defines us?
When we think of who we are and what defines us we often think of our physical bodies. Ask someone who he is, and he will generally point towards his heart. But is that really who we are? Is our body what defines us?
Whenever I have attempted dieting, I was told that the first
step is to train your body. Sometimes the body will crave food even though it’s
not really hungry.
It sounds like such a funny concept. It’s as if my body has a
mind of its own and won’t accept my instructions.
On a more extreme level, there are people whose bodies have
deteriorated from disease and are no longer physically active. Yet, some of
these patients continue to convey their thoughts and produce beautiful essays
or even art, through an incredible computer program that can decipher their eye
movements. No one can argue that such people, despite being trapped in
virtually incapacitated bodies, are still very much alive.
So, who are we really? We must be more than our stubborn,
fickle, and unreliable bodies. We all know the answer, but we often forget it.
We are a soul - a living spiritual spark which contains our deepest feelings,
personality, and dictates our decisions. It’s the piece of us which lives
within a body in this world, but ultimately transcends the limits of this world
when the body is left behind.
Purim, the holiday which seems to be the most physically oriented, actually touches the deepest part of our identity. Celebrating our physical survival compels us to contemplate what physical life means to us. It forces us to ask if we are celebrating life, exactly what are we celebrating? What does life mean to us? Is it for the pursuit of money and pleasure? Or is it an opportunity to find meaning, to connect with G-d, and to enhance the lives of those around us?
Purim, the holiday which seems to be the most physically oriented, actually touches the deepest part of our identity. Celebrating our physical survival compels us to contemplate what physical life means to us. It forces us to ask if we are celebrating life, exactly what are we celebrating? What does life mean to us? Is it for the pursuit of money and pleasure? Or is it an opportunity to find meaning, to connect with G-d, and to enhance the lives of those around us?
Unfortunately, it often takes a crisis and the almost loss of
life before one appreciates what life is about. Purim was and is that annual crisis.
We came frighteningly close to annihilation before the incredible salvation
took place. As we read the Megillah, it should give us a moment of pause to
reflect upon our mortality and what being granted a second chance means to us.
Our bodies may not define us, but it is our lifeline in this
world. When it breaks down, we feel the pain, and when it’s healthy it is far
easier for us to go about our day. We can’t celebrate soulfully unless we can
pacify our body and let it join the celebration. That is why we celebrate
physically on Purim. It is so that we can get past our physical inhibitions, so
that our soul can truly rejoice.
If we never get past the physical celebration however, we are
limiting ourselves to enjoying the gift wrapping and never getting to the real
gift inside.
Perhaps after a l’chaim or two one may fall backwards, but
ultimately Purim is an opportunity for our souls to spring forward and upward,
a celebration of the real essence of live.
Good Shabbos & Shabbat Shalom,
R’ Dani and Chani Staum