“RABBI’S MUSINGS (&
AMUSINGS)”
Erev Shabbos Kodesh
Parshas Eikev
19 Menachem Av 5777/ August
11, 2017 - Avos Perek 5
One
shabbos afternoon a few weeks ago here in Camp Dora Golding, I was learning
outside at a table near some bunkhouses. There were groups of boys having
catches nearby. At one point, a boy came over to me and said that the ball had
gotten past him, and rolled just beyond the eiruv. He wanted to know if he
could extend a hockey stick from within the eiruv and drag the ball back inside
the eiruv. I noted that it was proper for him to ask, but that it was
forbidden.
About
two minutes later, another ball rolled past me, and into the bushes. When the
camper came to the bush to retrieve the ball, and saw where it had rolled, he
announced that he wasn't going after the ball, because he was concerned that
there was poison ivy in the bush.
I
reflected to myself about the contrast, or perhaps similarity, between the two
incidents. For a Torah Jew, retrieving a ball from beyond an eiruv, should indeed
be viewed like retrieving a ball from a bush with poison ivy, in the sense that
the natural reaction should be to feel he must refrain.
On
one occasion, Rav Moshe Feinstein zt"l was walking through the aisles of
the Bais Medrash in his yeshiva, when he suddenly stopped and waited patiently.
There was a fellow davening shemone esrei up ahead, and the Halacha is that one
shouldn't walk in the vicinity of someone davening shemoneh esrei. When the
student accompanying him asked Rav Moshe why he wasn't continuing, Rav Moshe
smiled and gently replied, "iz duh ah vant - there is a wall."
To Rav Moshe, the Halacha in Shulchan Aruch which forbade his proceeding, was
like an impenetrable wall.
In
order to foster and maintain such an unequivocal attitude toward Halacha, one
must constantly ingrain within himself a reverence for Halacha, as his ultimate
directive and guide. Perhaps part of the reason it's challenging to develop
such an attitude, is because it seems too austere and rigid, and therefore we
shy away from it somewhat.
When
we bentch Rosh Chodesh the Shabbos prior to Rosh Chodesh, we recite a moving
prayer beseeching Hashem for life, mentioning specific blessings and goodness
that our lives should be blessed with.
Curiously,
there is one component mentioned twice: yiras shomayim - fear of heaven. First
we request "life in which we have fear of sin and fear of heaven".
Then a few phrases later we request, "life that contains love of Torah and
fear heaven". Why the double mention of fear of heaven?
Rav
Asher Weiss shlita explained that, in truth, we aren't asking for the same
thing twice. The reason it appears that way, is because the words of the prayer
are read incorrectly, the comma being placed at the wrong juncture. It is not a
prayer for "life that contains love of Torah, and fear of heaven".
Rather it is a prayer for "life that contains love: of Torah and fear of
heaven." We are praying, not just to be G-d fearing, but also to love such
a lifestyle. We pray to feel the endemic regality, contentment, and fulfillment
in living within the dictates and parameters of Halacha. We shouldn't feel
constricted by living according to Halacha, but rather privileged.
It
may be annoying to be unable to retrieve a ball on Shabbos from outside the
eiruv, it may be difficult to not be able to eat at any restaurant one desires,
it may be inconvenient to daven three times a day, but if it is a matter of
pride to be part of an elite people with elite responsibilities, it will all be
worth it.
Rabbi
Weiss also noted that there is much worthy discussion in our circles about what
we can do to preserve the integrity and religiosity of our youth. There is an
emphasis on having proper boundaries and setting worthy limits. There is also
an emphasis on giving our children unconditional love. Rabbi Weiss noted that
he agrees with both approaches, and they are both vital. However, they are are
insufficient. There also must be a feeling of happiness and joy in the home to
be Torah observant Jews. It is such a deeply embedded feeling of love for Torah
and fear of heaven, that gives a child the will and fortitude to want to
maintain the ways of his father and grandfather.
Shabbat
Shalom & Good Shabbos,
R’ Dani and Chani Staum